Most people don't love what they do for a living (I assure you my dream in life is not to make dried, shriveled up meat for you). However, if you work hard at what you do then good...great things will soon fall into place.
Get out of your comfort zone. Try to do something once a week that makes you uncomfortable whether it's introducing yourself to a stranger or going to the movies by yourself. Remember, it's your book so when the last page is going to turn make sure you didn't leave anything out because you were too afraid.